The time has come, the time of rebirth, of making the fleet like new.
We have lost our way, caught in amongst the ways of the mortal realm as their thoughts whisper to us enticingly!
Sister fought sister and trust was thrown into the jaws of suspicion and retaliation.
We must fight this pollution by mortal ideals, strive to regain what has always given us such heart, what made us great!
We have stumbled, on our path, but let us not fall. Let not these setback destroy what is in our hearts. The future lies with us!
We can and shall rebuild a new, stronger, better and from the heart.
I too have been brought down low by the bickering between mortals, by the rumors and gossip, by my own turning one by one to the darkest impulses of humanity. Us, Q born of the universe, children of eternity. Not now, we made ourselves into orphans of time and we have been forcibly ejected from the loving continuum that was our mother, birthplace and home.
I ask each of you, to put aside petty mortal concerns and remember why we came together. Remember the beauty in the one of the Q. Not to forget that with ultimate power, reveals that the only forces of worth are love in balance.
Let us take OUR universe and press it irrevocably on the mortal realm and not let that realm tear ours apart.
Sisters, unite... put aside the past. The past is gone and we can all be reborn. In our new birth we can become as one for each other, and none for themselves. This is where we have power and where we must stay.
With love,
Goddess Serial
The least of the many.
The Goddesses are an all
Female Character fleet and heavily focused on being the damn best looking Fleet around (so thats people particularly into the Tailoring and Costume aspects of the game, anyone whos put alot of love into creating their female characters is highly likely to be very welcome to join the fleet but the selection process is tough and only the best of the best are admitted [no boring
standard uniforms here])!
Friday, 11 July 2014
Saturday, 5 July 2014
Friday, 20 June 2014
Correction of false impressions
It's been brought to my attention that some Q have taken my recent comments incorrectly.
So, to clear things up:
People giving to the fleet is the lifeblood of us all. I really appreciate and feel so lucky that everyone gives so generously.
What I was trying to convey in my last comment is, that whilst this is true and important. I hold nothing above caring for others. .
When it comes to contributions, they are great, but what is greater is someone who cares for everyone and works to help people. Someone who does both is, awesome.
All give so much and without self interest. They show love for the fleet as a whole.
I :( can't give as much as you all, I always have not been able to give as much as I have been so lucky to receive. I feel honoured, by such amazing friends, but also bad that I can't keep up.
Most of my friends have never made me feel anything but special and important.
Speaking of friends, one of my great friends tells me of a company her friend runs which must be awesome (being a friend of my friend):
So check out : www.soundinfocus.co.uk
So, to clear things up:
People giving to the fleet is the lifeblood of us all. I really appreciate and feel so lucky that everyone gives so generously.
What I was trying to convey in my last comment is, that whilst this is true and important. I hold nothing above caring for others. .
When it comes to contributions, they are great, but what is greater is someone who cares for everyone and works to help people. Someone who does both is, awesome.
All give so much and without self interest. They show love for the fleet as a whole.
I :( can't give as much as you all, I always have not been able to give as much as I have been so lucky to receive. I feel honoured, by such amazing friends, but also bad that I can't keep up.
Most of my friends have never made me feel anything but special and important.
Speaking of friends, one of my great friends tells me of a company her friend runs which must be awesome (being a friend of my friend):
So check out : www.soundinfocus.co.uk
Thursday, 12 June 2014
Observations from a broken leader
Heya, Yun here. Finally found my login credentials again.
First of all, are most people really that uncomfortable with me being one of the leaders? I never got that feeling from anyone, aside from Aidan.
As for the Pirates, I have an overwhelming total of two toons in those fleets. Their fleet ranks are low, which is how I prefer it. The Pirate fleet has always come after friends and Goddesses.
I'm pretty sure I haven't complained about people buying fleet ships. If anything, I'd encourage more people to get them.
I did support Aidan for a long time and tried to be there for her, but when she started to attack the entire Pirates fleet, most of whom are my friends and most of whom were innocents in her initial conflict with a couple of main Pirate members, she crossed a major line with me.
All I wanted for the Goddesses chat was for it to be an environment free from hatred toward others, believing that such things should be kept private.
Long ago, Aidan asked me to tell her when she was being ridiculous and unreasonable.
I told Aidan to stop, but she wouldn't. I then kicked her out of the chat to make her see that she was being ridiculous and unreasonable.
I also warned her in official fleet leader capacity that if she'd do it again, she'd be kicked out of the fleet, since hatred is not what we're about.
Obviously, this backfired and instead escalated things further, as Aidan kicked most of my toons from the fleet.
Ever since, my self esteem took a major hit and it caused several relapses when it comes to my generalised anxiety disorder, caused by being severely bullied into a suicidal depression in the past.
I started to feel unwanted, unloved, alienated, not worthy enough to be human. Almost exactly how I felt when I was depressed.
And I felt manipulated against, though I never took action.
I feel vilified and demonised.
And I could do nothing but watch as everything we all built these past years almost came tumbling down. A fleet almost destroyed because of all of this stupidity.
All I ever wanted was peace and a place without hate.
Instead, there's nothing but ashes.
I'm very tempted to leave both the Goddesses and the game itself.
First of all, are most people really that uncomfortable with me being one of the leaders? I never got that feeling from anyone, aside from Aidan.
As for the Pirates, I have an overwhelming total of two toons in those fleets. Their fleet ranks are low, which is how I prefer it. The Pirate fleet has always come after friends and Goddesses.
I'm pretty sure I haven't complained about people buying fleet ships. If anything, I'd encourage more people to get them.
I did support Aidan for a long time and tried to be there for her, but when she started to attack the entire Pirates fleet, most of whom are my friends and most of whom were innocents in her initial conflict with a couple of main Pirate members, she crossed a major line with me.
All I wanted for the Goddesses chat was for it to be an environment free from hatred toward others, believing that such things should be kept private.
Long ago, Aidan asked me to tell her when she was being ridiculous and unreasonable.
I told Aidan to stop, but she wouldn't. I then kicked her out of the chat to make her see that she was being ridiculous and unreasonable.
I also warned her in official fleet leader capacity that if she'd do it again, she'd be kicked out of the fleet, since hatred is not what we're about.
Obviously, this backfired and instead escalated things further, as Aidan kicked most of my toons from the fleet.
Ever since, my self esteem took a major hit and it caused several relapses when it comes to my generalised anxiety disorder, caused by being severely bullied into a suicidal depression in the past.
I started to feel unwanted, unloved, alienated, not worthy enough to be human. Almost exactly how I felt when I was depressed.
And I felt manipulated against, though I never took action.
I feel vilified and demonised.
And I could do nothing but watch as everything we all built these past years almost came tumbling down. A fleet almost destroyed because of all of this stupidity.
All I ever wanted was peace and a place without hate.
Instead, there's nothing but ashes.
I'm very tempted to leave both the Goddesses and the game itself.
Monday, 9 June 2014
Goddessed Forums
Hi Girls,
I've got the mortal working on this, promise :).
He's going slow because basically outside of work he only gets 2 hours free time a day in the week and then whatever time he can grab at the weekends. The problem with that is *giggles* I grab every hour I can from him *winks* so it doesn't leave much time.
None the less, he has managed to make a starts. Though right now its not pretty and therefore not Goddess worthy, but I'll work with him on it :).
Happy hunting lovelies, save some Favours for me if you have spares *giggles*
Byeeee.
I've got the mortal working on this, promise :).
He's going slow because basically outside of work he only gets 2 hours free time a day in the week and then whatever time he can grab at the weekends. The problem with that is *giggles* I grab every hour I can from him *winks* so it doesn't leave much time.
None the less, he has managed to make a starts. Though right now its not pretty and therefore not Goddess worthy, but I'll work with him on it :).
Happy hunting lovelies, save some Favours for me if you have spares *giggles*
Byeeee.
Friday, 30 May 2014
How Aidan left the fleet (exactly)
I post this to make sure its not a "I asked Aidan to leave" version that gets repeated about.
Here is exactly what transpired:
(5:36:07 AM) fleudermaus: to be clear this fleet is no longer comfortable with someone Running things from another fleet (one that I left specifically to avoid this )(5:38:27 AM) fleudermaus: With Ang running Goddesses in absentia, the fleet is merely the Pirate Ladies Auxilliary
(5:38:58 AM) fleudermaus: Ang complained that someone bought 2 ships
(5:39:07 AM) fleudermaus: yes 2 people bought ships
(5:39:18 AM) fleudermaus: I approved both purchases
(5:39:41 AM) fleudermaus: if you will recall when ship purchasing was set up 2 people were chosen to run it
(5:39:48 AM) fleudermaus: Ang and Aidan
(5:40:20 AM) fleudermaus: Ang got excited about not having been consulted and reactively shut off Tier 6 access
(5:40:47 AM) fleudermaus: he never asked if the purchases had been approved or who even bought ships
(5:41:02 AM) fleudermaus: so from 53 we now have 51 ship provisions
(5:41:33 AM) fleudermaus: which means that if every active Goddess bought 2 ships today we would STILL HAVE PROVISIONS remaining
(5:42:02 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): hun.. you live in another world to the one I live in. Its like one of us is colour blind and the other isn't
(5:42:19 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): the net effect is, that things have become impossible now.(5:42:48 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I either have a real terrible bunch of friends here who have systematically picked on and been nasty to one friend
(5:42:50 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): aka you.
((5:42:59 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): or the truth is what is reported by the majority.
(5:42:50 AM) fleudermaus: When I found out that this whole stupid thing was to "Punish" me the exact word used...
(5:43:37 AM) fleudermaus: Ang didn't like what I said about Nem, fine
(5:43:37 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): in absence of any evidence to support your position, and what you have shown as evidence only supports that alot of people dislike you now.
(5:43:48 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I have to go with the majority
(5:44:19 AM) fleudermaus: then why am I here
ED: This was unfortunate timing, Aidan was possibly referring to "being in the fleet" I was referring to why I was talking to her. I was talking to her because she had said to me she had been thinking all week and I wanted to discover about what as a friend:
(5:44:46 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I was wanting to find out your thoughts.
ED: Here I was referring to the fleet stuff:
(5:44:56 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I was hoping for some new thoughts.
ED: Rachel has always been very nice in my experiences. I said this because I always leave room to be wrong, not because I had any reason to think this true:
(5:45:05 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): Either Rachel is a total bitch to you....
(5:45:21 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): which doesn't add up
(5:45:27 AM) fleudermaus: Rachel has been a complete bitch (at times)
(5:45:40 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): or your still stuck back before we had that huge chat about forums :(
(5:45:43 AM) fleudermaus: and will impulsively support Ang
(5:45:54 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): oh, I know she has Ang's back
.(5:46:03 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): but she doesn't support unsupportable things.
(5:46:18 AM) fleudermaus: I was fine until the statement was made that this whole things was to "punish" me
(5:46:35 AM) fleudermaus: That has REALLY set me off
(5:46:52 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): can you post me the entire chat log. I think you may need a fresh perspective
(5:47:04 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): since Rachel has spoken to me and its a different story.(5:47:09 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): not about you
(5:47:15 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): she didn't focus on you
(5:47:23 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): she spoke about the Forums and moving fowards.
(5:48:12 AM) fleudermaus: http://prntscr.com/3msv8m
(5:57:14 AM) fleudermaus: Ultimately, it is clear that they are predisposed (as you can clearly see) to enmity
(5:58:09 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): her use of the word "punishment" was unwise.
(5:58:17 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): her words where otherwise sound
(5:59:20 AM) fleudermaus: Well it shows their true intent
(5:59:43 AM) fleudermaus: Leavng Pirates on my own to avoid this was not enough
(6:00:07 AM) fleudermaus: They literally chased me down in Goddesses to put me down
(6:00:40 AM) fleudermaus: now they have me at level 6 so bootable on a whim
ED: So here two of my friend have been accused of persecuting another of my friends. I know this not to be the case. What else can I do, was my thoughts:
(6:13:13 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I've reached a conclusion:
(6:13:52 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): you have left me with no choices.
(6:14:08 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I can't see a way forward whilst you are unwilling to work with the rest of the fleet.
(6:14:23 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): you take too much of my time in a very negative way(6:14:36 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): you take Serial away from the fleet.
(6:14:43 AM) fleudermaus: ok
(6:15:29 AM) fleudermaus: I get it', I'm .. .on my way
ED: Everyone please note, I did not ask Aidan to leave the fleet. I did say she had left me with no choices, which is entirely true.
(6:15:36 AM) fleudermaus: but let me say one thing
(6:15:41 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): im sorry. I really tried.
(6:15:58 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): please
(6:16:01 AM) fleudermaus: I never had any options.. the clique made up it's mind a while ago
(6:16:07 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): always say, you are a friend independantly of the fleet(6:18:06 AM) fleudermaus: set to normal not Operator
(6:19:29 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): its still very sad to lose you, even though I had no more options. It hurts. I hate where we ended up.
ED: I had no more options, but Aidan could have given some by agreeing to get along with the other fleet members and stop accusing each of them Ang and Rach with focus of being against her and hounding her.
(6:19:54 AM) fleudermaus: Frankly when you only believe one side the end is pre-decided
(6:20:26 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): when every voice on the 'one side' says same story, but the other side has one voice and one different story.
(6:20:37 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): and secondly, when the one voice won't let go .
(6:21:21 AM) fleudermaus: Ang and Rachel are not the majority but they are who you listen to
ED: I do fully admit Ang and Rach have heavy weighting, as does Rho, Bane, Candy and now a days Lirien. Adian had so much leverage I nearly (or perhaps did) run the fleet aground just to try and fix things for her.
(6:21:24 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): prehaps all the other people, Nem, Ang, Rach, etc. have only one story between them. Though, they did all try speaking with you and I know you got ang on Skype
(6:23:02 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): but, Daisy, T'Kyr have same story
(6:23:10 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): Angel backs you
(6:23:21 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): shes your equivilent of Ang and Rach
(6:24:12 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): sorry didn't notice you had logged. did you get last messages?
(6:24:42 AM) fleudermaus: not sure it matters, I'm out of your hair, be happy, have a party taell Aidan jokes with Rachel and Ang
(6:26:53 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): you still don't get it, I care about you, care so much I risked losing all my friends to keep you in the fleet.
(6:27:33 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): I even gave us a way to move forwards.
ED: Do you see how she left me no choices? Such horrid thoughts about friends, to suggest that we laugh and joke about the upset of a friend. Goddesses do not. They do their best to try to find answers.
(6:27:38 AM) fleudermaus: I had thought Goddesses to be my home, safe, but I was wrong
(6:27:41 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): a complete rebuild of the fleet
(6:28:15 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): but look what happened today. I managed to play with no-one because I was covering old ground with you
ED: This is what I mean about giving me no choices. I could either be forever embroiled in the drama Aidan has and fuels between her and Ang, Rach, Nem and others or I can .. do what.... I have no choice. Even with Aidan having left the fleet, it may solve nothing if she doesn't drop her animosity towards others.
(6:29:11 AM) fleudermaus: Ang does and Rachel does
(6:30:11 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): because they where your friends and you acted towards them like they where your enemies.
(6:31:01 AM) DoggyDude (Serials Owner): Do you know that Ang, before you went Anti-Pirate supported you more than you realised.
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